Mixture of moods....

Glad...
Glad that everything went well today...
Feels awesome when we had a quite a good feedback...
Glad that we were given time to redo whatever that is needed to be fix...
Glad that I have good & supportive colleagues and bosses...

 Stressed out???
 In a way somehow I am  promoted...
but as I mentioned in earlier earlier punya post...
that I rather be demoted than promoted...
should I be happy???
deep down inside I feel satisfied as my work is being recognized...
at least for the time being, I am satisfied..
and a lil bit confidence with my work performance...

 Hatred...
Somehow I really can't tolerate anymore with this one guy...

A guy that has a mixture of an auntie's and adolescent's attitude...

Why on earth there's such people... 

LORD/GOD pls help me so that I wont hate him that much....

Bruno Mars- Marry You

Bruno Mars- Marry You 

It's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby

I think I wanna marry you

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go

No one will know

Oh come on girl

Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow

Shots of patron

And it's on girl

Don't say no, no, no, no-no

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah

And we'll go, go, go, go-go

If you're ready, like I'm ready

Cause it's a beautiful night

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby

I think I wanna marry you

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh

So whatcha wanna do?

Let's just run girl

If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool

No, I won't blame you

It was fun girl

Don't say no, no, no, no-no

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah

And we'll go, go, go, go-go

If you're ready, like I'm ready

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,

Tell me right now baby,

Tell me right now baby, baby. [x2]

Cause it's a beautiful night

We're looking for something dumb to do

Hey baby

I think I wanna marry you

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby

I think I wanna marry you

Credits:lyricsmode.com

Some personality test ...

These are the result of a personality test that I took some years back....Lets see how true is it, until the current time....

Your view on yourself: 

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward(√). You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people(√). You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person(Х). And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates(Х).

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job(√).

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life (√).

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying (Х).

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.(√)

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust (√).

So this test is pretty accurate, except for the relationship thingy and career vice because I got thing called "commitment phobia".

This thing called LIFE...

Sometimes no matter how hard U try to make things better...

The GREAT ALMIGHTY might just have some 'surprises' install for U...

This is what REALITY is about...

Is part and parcel of  LIFE...

U wanna have things to be orderly done...

People might find U troublesome...

U wanna help out...

People feels that U are incapable...

U wanna be independent...

People think that U are an UNDERAGE...

U like someone...

But U know that it's IMPOSSIBLE to be together...

Cause U have this PROBLEM called 'acute OLD SCHOOL MENTALITY'

all the time U are in DILEMMA...

for not able to decide which path to take...

should U or  shouldn't U take the risk...

sometimes U just wanna cry out loud...

but then U got this thing called 'EGO'...

sometimes U just wanna pack and leave...

but U have to be a RESPONSIBLE PERSON...

sometimes U just wanna lash out Ur anger and frustration...

but then U are bounded with MORAL VALUES...

sometimes U are right about something...

but then others ALWAYS claim that they are RIGHT...

sometimes is just HARD to face LIFE...

and to live through the bitterness...

but as the English proverb goes...

Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining...

Something good might just comes out of the worst of situation...

Liese

Am so gonna get myself 

  and

to treat my super ugly hair...

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins

i've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...

Credits: elyricsworld.com

Undying support and encouragement from the right person make us take even bolder steps which enhances the height of our success!!!

and ...

I seriously need that special someone...

to bring me to greater height...

p/s: the special someone I mention earlier on is guardian angel that can help in  relation to work or studies...

Is all about LOVE...

Next week specifically next Monday  is the day where LOVE is about  regardless that  U are single or attached

I am all wide awake since 3.30 am this morning...

Been wondering since then what I had actually been doing  for the past few months...

Worked as a buyer@purchaser

• got to know what is it like to be working in a retail line
• know actually that no matter how much discount U got, businessmen still EARN a lot from us...
• most of the suppliers tend to speak their mother tongue,therefore as a buyer U got to be versatile with languages..which is one thing am not good at...
• every meeting I been through is like a war zone....U can't actually see the "bullets" flying around but U can definitely feel its presence...
• never ending emails and phone calls

Summary = excruciating job

Worked as PR trainee

• got to learn all the phone etiquette 
• got to know the media and their "attitude"
• learn about how to deal with people
• when it comes to event management or press releases, nothing is on time...people tends to procrastinate...
• often most of the things need your attention at the same time...
• got to go to places and eat and eat
• got to meet with the press and so called VIPs
• telephone and internet is your most important tool...

Summary = mind taxing but fun and enjoyable at certain times...

Working in a farm????

Currently can't tell much....

So far am still not sick of going to work...

That is what matter most....

hmmmm....

new year must have new hairstyle....

short or long????

perm or not to perm????

bangs or no bangs????

sienx....

Mua latest medical updates:

1/1/11:Diagnosed with cough,fever,sore throat and got some wheezing prob.was asked to use the nebulizer to ease my breathing

2/1/11: Went to the hospital at 2am in the morning due to severe abdominal pain, jabbed me with some med and had me waited for 2 hours.Diagnosed with gastric,which I think is not. Gastric pain and abdominal pain has so least in common.

~Mua jab 'aftermath' ~

Currently: Feeling much better, hoping that no more abdominal pain attacks for today.