I dont really understand what is actually going on...

but then I guessed if HE wants me to know....

Sooner or later I will...

So far everything been very smooth....

My career, my friendship and families...

Just a lil hiccups here and there...

But Hey! who doesn't have 'em...

What I know now is Family is above everything...

I only wish is that my elders would never grow old...

I might sound selfish ....

I need them in my life...

They're my pillar of life...

Everyone of them are IMPORTANT to me...

No matter how annoying they are SOMETIMES...

Everything, every moves, every gestures,everything single thing they do is for my well being...

I appreciated it ALOT...

Am not a person who utter the word Thank You all the time...

I show it through my actions...

what I want to say is I TREASURE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE!!!!

 CHEERS!!!

 

AM KINDA LOST....

DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO NOR WHAT IS MY GOAL...

sometimes I wonder 

If am death 

Will people mourn for me???

Last year it was my grandpa and this year was my grandma...

I am sure to miss her a lot...

Her grumpiness...

Her cooking...

Her voice...

Her gestures...

Everything about her...

At least she passed away with the very least suffering and a smile on her face ...

Which I think she felt that she had done the very best in bringing up her kids as almost everyone of them has their own family and career...

Which indeed she have...

She has successfully raised all 11 kids alone after my grandfather passed away decades ago...
I proud to have her as my grandma...

Xcited nesssssss...........

So I've posted my relationship status as complicated, couple of weeks earlier...

Guess what...

Is not that complicated when I actually ended it....

No I don't feel sad, as I can see coming....

Long distant and online relationship is hard to maintain....

Better luck next time....

Conclusion.....

I think am happier being SINGLE.....

and I believe my MR Right is just somewhere out there patiently waiting....

Woken up from series of bad dreams...

and I want U to be here to comfort me...

but guessed U'll never know...